Part of Me, My life and my Soul

The satisfaction

2011-11-16T23:32:00.001-08:00

Involving in events have been my interest since I was in secondary school. Being involved with scouting movement had made me more involved with events organizing. However I haven't done this for a longtime.

Until last week. Having attending the barclays. Make my old flame to come out again. And followed by the beach buffet after that. What I didn't know, I am getting old now and I don't have so much energy to do so anymore.

Anyway. The satisfaction I felt this week really cannot be felt anymore. I know my health is deteriorating but this is my life and line of work.. I must pursue my dream no matter what.

Always is ME

2011-11-05T15:55:00.001-07:00

The problems never lies with you instead it lies in ME.. Yess! Me! How I treat you nowadays is due to my own issue with myself. I really don't wish that you hate me nor understand why I am doing this to you. However, I really miss having you around. Always making my heart pump irregularly. It was fun. I think one of the reason is I feel we won't be the same again.. So I try to push you far away from me hoping that I am the least effected concerning you.

You.

2011-11-02T10:40:00.001-07:00

There is only 3 woman in this world that I "love " the most.
The first one is.... My mom.
Second is.... My beloved cousin( name not to be mentioned)
And the third one is YOU..
Yess, You..

I really care for you.. But you always... Disappoint me.. For one simple reason. Stubborn!!

You're the first person that I let myself being used. But,, you take for granted of the situation and everything ended not the way I wanted it to end..

Sooner or later it had to end..
It's just a matter of time..

Leave you be and you turn from bad to worse. Now it make me think whether I let you go in the first place was such a good idea? Or have I made a terrible mistake. As I recall, I double check before I made this decision..

Sometimes I think ppl can change as time goes by. And I think it's time to step back into your life. Pls forgive me if I am going make our life difficult in the future, but that's what it going to be from now on.

Sorry.. Sincerely,

Bala.

Not knowing

2011-10-24T11:48:00.001-07:00

I always worry about you. Don't know what you are doing, where you are at now? All this comes into my mind. Especially who you're with.
Many many times I told myself not to care. I always cannot manage to do it.i May act strong in front of you. Just want to make you hate me. Sorry for doing that to you girl..

Me knowing you hate me make me live my life better. I will keep all my memories with me, cherish them, forever in my heart, locked and sealed for the entire life.

As for the lesson I learnt a lot from this epic journey. This really effects me a lot. Maybe cause it's my first encounter with this kind of situation. you've taught me a lot. I thank you instead.

Not knowing what you want, what you think, what you wanna do make me feel I failed you and MYSELF.it's time to move on with life. Let me end what I have started cause only I can end this karma.

The decision I took was not easy and I am trying my best to follow it. Sooner or later you will hate me for it. But I am sure this is the best decision and not the correct one. However I will be always there for you.

M, all the best in life. And always cherish your life. Alway remember that you're not as good as other.

IDIOT

2011-10-23T09:53:00.001-07:00

Well, I think this word is good enough right now. Every action has a reaction. In this case, no action cause the reaction. And the result is IDIOT. I think there is progress. I am not proud of myself but I think being an idiot helps. I hate myself for doing so to her, but I have no choice.

I don't know why, but I have decided to do so. Treating her like that make me feel bad too. I am hurting inside too. But it's better this way. let her think that I'm an IDIOTIC person. Hate me please. Dun talk to me. Ignore me. I will completely get out from your circle, world.

I.D.I.O.T

To someone that still haven't wake up...

2010-11-10T09:44:00.000-08:00

"Quote of the day"

["If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go"]

I found this quote while i was surfing facebook. This girl wrote the status and I feel that it was brave of her to do that. I don't know what problem that girl is having but i figure it should do with love. However, I would like to dedicate this to my friend. I hope she do well in her love life and wake up from the nightmare she is having now.

♥ -bala -

updates

2010-10-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

I am finally back in Langkawi..
Happy time always fly so fast..
Back to work and boring life.
That's the bad news....

The good news is....
I have only one more month before I finish my training.
For me, in Langkawi time fly very fast...
I will be back in Penang in no time..

PS. Bala

Decisions...

2010-10-25T21:43:00.000-07:00

Now, in this part of my life. There is a lot of decisions to be made.
All are serious decisions and I have to think carefully before I makes any decisions.
Thinking back at the past, I was just a boy that goes to school / college and I never worried about anything.
Now, I have to worry what I have to do next in my life.
Whether I want to work, or continue my studies.
If I want to work, where should I work?
I have to make a wise decision and enter a good organization.
On the other hand, if I want to study, I have to think where I want to study and how much would it cost me.
I also need to know how long is the course.
There is so much to think about now...
And I don't know what to do..
Anyone can help me ?

A beginning of a new Chapter in life..

2010-10-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

What can I say.

He is no more a bachelor.

He is beginning a new

chapter...

in his life.

A family man he is now and a Father he would be in the future.

Time...

pass very fast in our life.

Happy and sad time we all been through together.

True...

We will always remember you in our mind, heart and soul.

We don't look at the past,

We endure the future together.

Remember..

Although we are not there with you,

It doesn't mean that we don't think of you.

Love..

is what we feel with you

and make sure you have it with you always..

Family..

When you look behind at hard time,

Always remember we are there for you

That's who we are...

Married at last

2010-10-21T22:13:00.000-07:00

Everyone had to come to this moment of their life. It is just the matter of time, early or late.

For my cousin, Arusu, his time had just reach this stage.

He finally tied the knot with his beautiful wife.

He had been searching for his love and he found his soul mate.

Guess how old is he? 30 years old and He finally settle down.

I wish him all the best in his married life and hope

he knows how to maintain this happiness forever.

We all have been waiting for this moment and It finally ended yesterday night.

2010-10-11T10:09:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since I ever blog. I doubt anyone seeing it anymore. Well, I have been busy with my industrial training and of course other reasons also included. I abandoned my blog just like that.

I feel ashame to myself and i think I should start blogging back. Blogging is fun. And it express part of me in this digital world.

back~ back~ I think..

2010-03-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

It have been a while since I blog,

I was so busy with my college life,

I have no time to update all my activities and outing

So if you all wanna know what my friend and I did during the holiday

Just refer to his blog. (suithonglive)

I will only update my status here from now onwards.

many things had happen.

some happy, some sad.

but life have to go on, NO matter what.

For now I just want to concentrate on 3 things

First: Family

Second: Friend

Third: Career.

This's all I want to blog today.

Hopefully I will continuing blogging.

Choa~

fire fire... ~

2010-02-16T09:28:00.000-08:00

One night I was driving back to my house. it was almost 1 o'clock in the morning and I was at Batu Ferringhi winding road. Then suddenly i saw a car stopped in front of me and was on double signal. At first I thought the car was broken or got banged. All those was going on my mind. But something else struck my interest. Smoke!! Then I thought the forest was on fire. so lame. Then i parked my car at the side and walk towards and I saw a car was burning. LOL. ~~Alamak~~ it's a car. OMG,, I went nearer to see is there anyone in the car or not. Luckily they then told me that the driver was saved moments before the fire started and cause a LITTLE EXPLOSION ! ! ! luckily the bomba came and did their part. and they were efficient in their work.. Finally. slowly the traffic became clearer and I get to go back. During the fire I manage to take some picture.. \

_The End_

When I'm drunk I can't help missing you..

13/02/2010

2010-02-13T07:36:00.000-08:00

IT's been 3 month...

Last night we celebrated Sui Thong's Birthday Steamboat &BBQ party..

He is 20 years old this year and i Wish him all the best in his life.

More update on the next post.....

one down two to go!!

2010-02-06T01:31:00.000-08:00

I finally got my watch.

It's a Casio digital & analog watch.

I cost me my one month salary.

But it's worth buying.

It's the most affordable among the good brands.

since I am planning to use it for at least 5 years.

(lets hope it last that long)

It's a good investment.

plus I like the watch design.

So, I'm satisfied this round.

It is a win win situation.

Well, one down. But many more to go.

I wonder...

when can I finish wish-list.. =)

man on a mission

2010-01-31T19:11:00.000-08:00

Firday was thaipusam, saturday was my outing with friends. we went to annabelle as you can see in Sui Thong's blog that he had posted up yesterday. If you wanna know more about the place. read, Sui Thong's blog.

My story is about Sunday where five guys was on a mission to accomplish. First mission was to hunt for a watch and buying chinese new year clothe. First we went to Queensbay. Sui Thong came down and fetch me. then we head to gareth's place and Lembu's place b4 we head out to Queensbay. The jam was not that bad. Luckily we manage to pass the jam swiftly. When we reached queensbay and saw the jam, we decided to come back later. So our next destination is the penang Aquarium at batu maung. I bet many people don't know about it. so go and check it out by google. The inside was closed due to maintainence. So we just lepak outside.

Check out the cool turtle, alligator, starfish and even the fishes in the theatre is amazing. Spent some time there we decide it's time to make a move back to queensbay. then we went for watch hunt and the result was not as we expected. so we decide to go gurney and check out the watch. Finally sui thong got his watch and also his CNY clothes. So our mission finally done.. Went for dinner at Max Gourmet and then went to buy cake for my friend. then back home. Mr. Jan is turning 20 this year and wish him all the best in his life for the coming years and we hope he loses his virginity soon. LOL.. Happy birthday man.. Yammmmm... Seng.. if you wanna see more just visit my facebook profile. i have upload the rest of the photo there.

_the End_

mission accomplish

2010-01-29T07:07:00.000-08:00

Today what I plan to do ?

First; plan to take salary.

Second; go pay TM net bill. still got a lot to settle.

Third; Pay my latest summons.

Forth; hunt for potential watches.

I have done all of that today and additional plan.

I have cut my hair..
Now I look like a punk. LOL..

well. today night i going to thiapusam with my family.

Tomorrow i going out also.

Sunday should spent time in the house.

Finish up what I suppose to finish.

Then i am done for this week.

wishes

2010-01-26T08:24:00.000-08:00

To those who is taking Marketing exam tomorrow..

To those who is passing up assignment soon..

To those who is taking KMS exam soon...

To those who is having holiday vacation...

wish you all the best and good luck to you.

May god protect us in every way he can.

Thanks God.

-good night-

scared

2010-01-24T17:08:00.000-08:00

I sacred of what?

usually I don't feel scare but now I am worried about my cake decoration.

I hate to say it, but I am really scare I can't get through today.

SHIT LAR!!

I will wish for the best later.

hope I get through with no problem.

all i wish for now is someone to comfort me and give me some moral support.

Just make me cool down and think.

I FEEL ALONE RIGHT NOW..

I am like a boy with a blank mind.

Can't think of anything... Brain dead.

I know it's hard for me, but life still have to go on.

The only thing I can do now is to..........

HOLD ON!

I need to change my lifestyle

2010-01-24T00:51:00.000-08:00

I think it's time to change my lifestyle a bit. I just have been eating and eating non stop for the last one month. A don't know why, but my appetite is big. For example like last firday at the pasar malam, I had Lok-lok, Creepe, Chicken Breast, Milk shake, and corn plus fruits for dessert. It has been a long time since I ate so much. I am a bit scare so i decide to change my lifestyle. My previous lifestyle is to eat and sleep and shit and drink. No exercise involved because I cannot afford to go to gym and I am to lazy to exercise.

Seeing that my belly has grown bigger in the past 1 year, I realise that I need to do some simple exercise. So the easiest way for me is to swim at least twice a week. And I should stop taking the lift and start taking the stairs. I am staying at second floor and I need a to go up to my house? ridiculous betul.. So from now on, I am going to use the stairs.

so cute. i will try this pose..

If I had this stairs I don't mind going up 10 times a day.

Some Stupid ---------- People !!

2010-01-23T04:13:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you a story about stupid people. They're stupid in the sense where they misuse their power given to them. They think they are sending a clear message to the public people but end up they are only making themselves look Stupid and uneducated. This story is a about 3 particular persons that make themselves look like a fool. Okay, the story was that I had afternoon class, Always I can't find a parking spot. and the only available parking spot is the yellow line. you can ask why I didn't park in college. Cause my college only have limited parking space. That's the disadvantages of building a college in a city.

Back to my story, I had checked around and there was no parking. Because of no other better choices, I had to park in a particular building's compound. I don't want to be late for class. I parked there and left. After my class, that is not even 5, My friends and I walked to the car and found out it was chained. There was a notice for me to see the management of the building. I obeyed the request and went up to the office. There was a guy that looks like the boss and a lady. I went up to the lady and asked her about my my car and she told me to wait for the other guy. After waiting for 10 minutes the guy showed up. Me, Sui Thong and Gareth went to see him.

I asked him (in malay) " Tuan, kereta saya dah kena kunci, boleh tolong buka kah tuan?"

He answered" You orang semua berpelajaran kan lagi park kat sini? and bla bla bla. With his stupid face..

He was very rude to us and i started answering him back. I was so angry at that time.

Luckily Sui thong stopped me, by asking him how to settle the problem.

then he told us to see his boss. He says if the boss agree to unchain the car then he will do it.

* he should have just sent us to his boss instead of wasting our time talking to us*

We went to see the boss, and we settled the problem..

I thought it was over, but then the worst part just begin. They made us waited for 1 hour before they unchained my car. Stupid right? you call this efficient? It took them 1 hour before they could unchain the car.. Is it so hard? how do you expect them to serve the public like that? piece of shits man they all. We Freeking waited for that 1 hour where i think we can use the time to do more useful stuff.. And i had plans that night.. I had to rush it because of you all.

Thinking back on what happened.

1) i don't think it's wrong if i parked there, cause i really had no other choices and if I had, I would already taken it.

2) I didn't leave the car and went to eat or enjoy or shopping? I just went to get educated. You stupid people can't even give a student chance to use your premises for good cause. How you going to set good example to the public? I think you all are the one who should get education. If I was going to enjoy or do other stuff then I am absolutely wrong. but I went to study and you can't even lend me your car park for few hours? And you say you serves the public?

3) Make us waited for 1 hours was ridiculous! This shows that you all are really inefficient! And you are talking to me about your duty and responsibility? A simple job took you all 1 hour to do it. Either you all are really ineffective or you all were taking advantage on a group of college students. Anyway, both reasons also make you all look like a stupid fool! It shows that you adults are misusing your authority on students and bullying us. it looks bad on you. Shame on you!

this is what happens when we wait for 1 hour.

Sad... It's just sad..

2010-01-18T09:15:00.000-08:00

As we all know by know the dragon boat incident happens few days ago.

It was a to me that in this nice and cosy month can this things happen..

I was following up on the story this 2 days.

For me, it's just sad.. sad..

Although i don't know them.

But as a person, I can feel the hardshit the family members and friends going through.

Just pray because all the body had been found.

And let us Give a moment of Silent to them up there and those down here.

May god bless us all.

..........................

to me, they are the dragon knight

that I will always remember in my heart.

for those who wants to know more.

Kindly visit this website.

chan lilian

dragon boat tragedy

star online;

latest update

earlier update

youtube; (jason Ch'ng)

Commemoration Of Jason Ch'ng

Piece of my mind.

2010-01-17T09:16:00.000-08:00

today i don't actually feel like blogging.

But nvm lar.. just write something.

HEHEHE..

don't want to talk about my day today.

Let talk about something else..

hmmmmm...

about the Chung Ling Dragon boat team.

Condolence to the victim and their family.

May God bless them.

Our prayer is always with them and the family involved.

May they Heal from the incident.

My mum told me, when the time is here, no one can escape it.

i think so it's true.

We can't run away from Death.

we can't cheat Death.

It;s just a matter of time..

So, Live life like we're dying.

appreciate what we have in front of us.

enjoy every second with our loved one, friend, family

and even your enemy.

you won't have time to do that when you die.

Don;t regret afterwards when everything is too late.

if can, try to make things right again.

Don't lie to yourself.

cause Death don't give you a chance to make things right.

only life do.

So, if you wanna say something or do something,

Please go ahead and do it.

Don't think of other people. cause it's all about you.

YOU = yourself..

don't life for people.

in the end you will regret. and blame others.

But that time, it's only you to blame.

Cause it's your choice.

All you..

_THe enD_

i feel like alive again.

2010-01-16T01:01:00.000-08:00

Today I feel like I am alive again.

I haven't felt that for a long time.

And today I am feeling like that.

This shows that I am recovering almost 100%.

Good new for me and you.

Finally i won't bug you anymore..

I have already passed that stage.

It's time to wake up now..

last few month was the worst time for me.

It took me a while to figure things out.

sort my life out.

been doing that all the time.

but I still can find my old self back.

lost somewhere in space and time.

still not willing to let go of the beautiful dream.

I'm like a lost soul in Earth.

A body without it's soul..

But today, i felt my soul is back,

I feel that i am much more alive now.

Everything i refuse to do for the past few month.

Today i feel like doing it.

I can even think properly now.

I think my brain is functioning

and of course my heart is also.

It seems like I am alive again.

that is what that makes me happy.

Myself. Me, Mua, Saya.

thanks to YOU.

Help me to find my lost soul.

I have a purpose in life again.

I am back.. Alive again..

___________________the end__________________

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you!

Relationship philosophy

2010-01-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

Few days ago, we came up with a philosophy.

Don't ask me how? we were just talking and sui thong just pop out with it.

HEHEHE!!!

cause we all were having a bad time with our relationship?

Is it a virus? It happens to most of my friends i know..

i feel sorry for us all, but guys and girls,

life have to go on.

No matter what..

he said,

1st year in a relationship,

2nd year, we get engaged,

3rd year, we get married,

4th year, we divorce.

This is the recycle of our love life.

it made me think back to what he said the other day.

And I think it's true..

A lot of couple nowadays get divorce more often.

Not considering the period of time.

But it happens in reality.

so think carefully next time when you go for your love.

make sure it can last forever.

don't get into the love recycle..

RED

2010-01-14T05:59:00.000-08:00

Hmm, what's my lucky colour ?

I wonder..

But today, only for today.

I would like to pick red as my lucky colour.. = )

Well why red?

That's for you to find out.

and for me to know only.

Those who was with me just now...

Please don't tell. hahaha..

Keep it as our little secret ya..

red in life... =)

just for todayyy..

_the enD_

i want to have a new life. A new place to go. A new direction.

Certainly a new hope in life.

story to tell

2010-01-12T10:15:00.001-08:00

There was a couple, married, lived happily.
one day a man came into their life,
made a bet.
A Devil's bet.
It seems to be a good deal.
But after that, the guy loses the trust on his woman.
Relationship became worse.
The other man then won her heart.
Now he is lonely and sad and she is with another man..
what would he do?
can he win back his love?
it's for you to figure out...

_tHe eNd_

every night I cannot sleep well, because I know reality is better then dream.

BOsS BIrThdaY !

2010-01-11T10:22:00.000-08:00

CLEMENT LONG...

HAPPY BRITHDAY ! !

we will always love you and won't forget each other although we

are in different course or busy with out own life.
We are gathered on this special day because we were once best friends

and STILL is your best friends.

Be strong and be wiser then before.

Now you are 20 years old.

If you ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask.

we are always there for you, especially me.

I hope you like the surprise we gave you.

Thanks for your warm hospitality despite it was already late at night.

Thanks and cheers for the future.

Best Friends Forever..

before going to clement's house

cheesecake made by us.

Cake made by jan and gang.

b4 going up to give him surprise.

Yum Seng ! !

This is what we drank for the night.

someone checking on the photo.

catch up time.(Jan + Sui Thong)

Our insider. (clayton) and Sui Hoong.

jan, yi lin and Boon teik + kel..

Boon Teik dedicating song to Birthday boy.

birthday boy and friends.

Sui Hoong.

new friend i meet that night on webcam. her doggy..

thoughts

2010-01-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

This does happens to me once in a while.

doing nothing, then start thinking.

The thinking can go to good or bad.

Depending on our mood.

Then later end up as the last picture.

In order not to become that,

I always keep myself busy.

It helps me from being emotional.

If you all have the same problem as me.

Do it like me or find a friend to talk to.

I do that also, talk to a friend sometimes.

photo took from the net to illustrate the situation. Thanks for the photo.

saturday outing.

2010-01-09T10:51:00.000-08:00

Dear blog;

Today was a Saturday.

Usually I am working today.

But somehow I am not,

So, I go out la..

So long I never go out on Saturday.

Fetch Gareth and we went to Gurney Plaza.

bought ticket for Sherlock Holmes.

it's about a detective story.. well you all should know..

So famous.,

Then we went for lunch at Wong Kwok.

Xo Fried rice

Beef Udon noodle

Raspberry smoothie.(more like rabena.)

I prefer the one in Peddington.

Then we went for a walk in gurney.

First Check out the showcase cars at Ground floor.

Then suddenly the announcement.

The sports cars were showing up in Ten more minutes.

Check out the cars man!!

Then we went for a second movie.

this was actually a touching movie.

This couple during the divorce, witness a murder

As protection, they were sent to somewhere safe.

then there, they found their love back again.

It was not easy, but they did it,

It touched my heart.

After dinner,

I dropped Gareth to church.

I went for a ride along penang..

End up in Queensbay area.

Called a friend for a drink.

We sit there talking for hours..

finally at 1.30am, we decided to go home.

Call it a night.

Conclusion is, I had a great day + wondeful night today.

Thanks people..

_The end_

you are the one I want you to be.

But you are not mine.

black and white day

2010-01-08T08:59:00.000-08:00

dear blog:

today with only one marketing subject, my day was like black and white.

It was so dull. It's only my second class with her, but I already went in my own world.

suddenly when i am back to the class.

I feel like the world for that moment was only black and white..

So, I just took out my camera and start taking pictures.

until my lecturer almost confiscated my phone.

have fun..

my black and white day..

this are most of my friends in the class.

The crazy wan..

There are few more that i missed out..

Luckily the class ended early today.

Went to watch movie at Gurney

Old Dogs- funny movie.

Came back home.

Here i am blogging.

something to think of...

-The End-

random1

2010-01-07T05:38:00.000-08:00

Dear Blog:

I realise that I am being a jerk.

What I did previously was not right.

I shouldn't have done that.

If I was in your place, sure I am going to get hurt.

So,

I apologise for what I have done.

for being a jerk to you.

Hope you forgive me.

Therefore.

I realise one more thing.

it's hard to let go of something we value.

so it will take some time.. i know..

-The End of story 1-

Today's class was at 1pm.

So i slept till 11.30 in the morning.

wanted to have lunch first,

But no time.

Reach a bit late for class.

But I learned something just now.

It made me think of my future.

Where should i do my industrial training?

in Penang or out station?

What are the choices of me furthering my studies?

Singapore or Australia or locally?

It made me think.

-The end-

the girl went up the snowy mountain to find for the lost necklace.

Almost freezing to death.

The guy, to rescue the girl, stood in the middle of the road.

Almost bang by the lorry.

In the end,

The boy rescue the girl.

both knew the meaning of love.

First day of college ~

2010-01-06T06:40:00.000-08:00

Dear blog;

i woke up at 8.30 and get ready.

Head for college.

Couldn't find parking. Dunno why so many cars..

then head for class.

Marketing a while, briefing.

change of timetable.

now i have class everyday.

*I prefer the last timetable.*

Then in the afternoon had CAD 2

Learn royal icing.

made this.

after that learned about pastillage.

my class was short for today.

Just the first class.

Then balik rumah lar..

Had a great time in college.

I wished it had start earlier..

in between that, we were just sitting down and talking in the canteen.

i was laughing away.

the quote i heard today;

1) 4P = pangsai (pass motion), pangjio (pee), pangphui (fart), pangkang (finish work).

2) instead of hormone my friend say " bala maybe inject humour so that his hair can grow.

3)I don't watch on website any more, I watch live!! on web cam!!

this i saw in a movie `~ ...

4) If pride had a value, how much is yours?

5) my heart cannot be bought by money !

-The end-

I got nothing to say.

I am feeling relieve today.

maybe,

my only medicine is my friends or you?

Just thoughts..

2010-01-05T09:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, when i wanted to sleep. i was lying down on my bed.
Almost 3.30 in the morning. Suddenly, i think about you.
I myself also don't know what's the reason.
But it just came on to me like that. I have been thinking.

I am being treated like a stranger to you.

Am i not mean anything to you?

Have i lost all the respect from you since THE day?

We cannot be friends any more?

Should we keep on being this way to each other?

with all those in my mind, do you all think i can sleep.

Of course not. all those questions, burdens.

my night became a sleepless night thinking about it.

i tried to calm myself, but it was hard.

thinking what i did wrong and the consequences i got.

i just wish after what had happened we can still be friends.

but with what's going on now,

It looks like you are avoiding me.

you may denied it, but it's so obvious.

even facing you, still the same results.

Losing a friend is not my wish.

I had lost one friend and i regret it and its karma.

If every time this event happen and i lose a friend.

I rather not have any more of it. Let me suffer alone..

No one have too. maybe it's better this way.

Until then i better be one.

let's straighten things up till now.

treat me like a friend, a real friend,

leave me like a stranger and never look back

respect the decision that you make, i will.

and we start our journey from there.

No more.. No less..

That's all I need.

A sad man's thoughts.

2 days b4 collegelife starts again~

2010-01-04T08:47:00.000-08:00

Date: 4th Jan 2010

Today i wake up at 12 something.

Online awhile..

Went to get ready.

Saw sui thong online, invite him out..

First, went to Tar college to meet them. but unfortunately, they had something to do.

So, i went to chill at sui thong's house.

Played with pipi.

sui thong brought pipi out with us.

Then by 2 went to take back the stuff from them.

went to fetch sui hoong. send pipi back home also.

Went to 3 different shopping mall today.

KOMTAR, PRANGIN MALL AND GURNEY PLAZA.

Komtar - went to pay saman, hunting for lunch.

Prangin mall - went to have lunch. yum yum + hungry

Gurney plaza - went to buy stationary and daily stuff.

bump into clement and gang.

*bought something*

we had our dinner near Gareth's place. full of people.

Food was nice.

at night after dinner, pick up Gareth at Island plaza.

Went sightseeing.

Fried koay teow

duck meat mi suah

black pepper wine chicken chop

first QE2,

new sungai pinang area.

then used the mountain road back to paya terubong.

then straight drive home after that.

-the end-

I am sitting down thinking about a lot of stuff.

my future, my past and my present.

Which is more important to me ?

*something*

you may ask from who to whom?

that's for me to know..

and you to find out..

ferry ride.

2010-01-03T06:44:00.000-08:00

Second day of new year..

Chun chun on the middle of the see.

Ferry from island to mainland.

Actually not in a good mood.

That's why went for a ride.

sui thong, sui Hoong and Gareth join me.

Thanks guys..

Had a wonderful time on the ferry,,

My mood was also getting better.

End up in KFC@juru

After that back home..

-the end-

you just leave me hanging like that.

never an end nor a path.

luckily I am blessed.

There's always an angle with me somewhere.

Looking after me.

Thanks to the angle I am reborn.

to be back to this world, I am glad.

oh, thanks my angle,

My Guardian angle.

I owe thee once more. . .

Well, there is no one to blame except me.

I know I'm blessed,

I'm not going to complain.

for now is better the way it is.

New year eve~ celebrate with family and friends. It's more than enough for me.

2010-01-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

i was still sick on the day.
So i plan to stick at home or near home.
Went to grandma house to have new year dinner.
most of my cousins were there..
my uncle got a new puppy. so cute.

I wish I had one. Hmm, I do have one.. Doggie !! LOL.
Went to hardrock hotel to see the fireworks.. nice
sat at the beach for awhile.
my cousins were playing at the beach.

i was busy doing this

happy new year everyone!!!

Then Sui Thong came down.
Met sue with her friend.
Then I went to Find Sui Thong at Belle's house.
We talked until 5 in the morning.
Went back to sleep.
i had a wonderful time with my family and friend~ and it was worth everything.

My new year eve eve ~ cleaning up my room~ fall sick

2010-01-01T04:53:00.000-08:00

I woke up one morning decided to clean my room.

started cleaning from 10 in the morning till almost 2 in the afternoon.

Was busy cleaning my room.

It was successful mission.

Let's see the b4 and After.

After all that was done. that night, i fall sick. =(

Maybe i was sensitive to dust in my room.

So i thought tomorrow i will be spending my new year in the room?

Did I went out ? or I stayed.

That's another story..

Family New year dinner..

2010-01-01T04:34:00.000-08:00

on the 30th December.

I decided to have New Year Dinner with my family.
only my dad, mom, lil bro and me.
menu of the day.
1) pie tee
2)curly fries
3)roasted chicken
4)Mushroom soup and garlic bread.

We waited for dand and bro back.
Then we had dinner.
End the day like that..

mom preparing

While watching her favourite drama at 6.00

Waiting for the food. my doggie.

Garlic bread

Pie tee filling.

Roasted Chicken

My lil bro.. the Latest to reach home.

that's basically my day. New year with family.

Christmas eveeee~.

2010-01-01T03:07:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve was a fun day for me.

I went to gurney, played pool with gareth.

meet up with sue.

Then we went to Blue Reef for dinner.

Sherena, Crystal, Sui Thong , Sui Hoong, Huan Yeang, ME, Gareth, Sue.

We had dinner there..

I received a present from Sui Thong, Sui Hoong and Huan Yeang Specially for me.

The one you all can see in my previous post.

[No fcukin worries]

After we sent Gareth and Sherena back, we went for round island.

We also stop by Sunset bistro as you can see in Sui Thong's blog.

Tanjung Bungah => Queensbay => Batu Ferringhi => Supper => Queensbay => Home

Random

2009-12-28T06:02:00.000-08:00

Hmm..

Today..

Tomorrow..

Just been thinking..

Today, a boring day..

Been sleeping in the afternoon..

After movie..

Tonight will be an interesting night..

UN mission starts in awhile.

Girls, give me the strength I need.. LOL..

Why pray to girl..

I wonder..

Tomorrow, a busy day.. Actually half day busy only..

Making roasted chicken..

To celebrate new year with family.

Plan to have family dinner at least for once a year..

Then free again..

Random shots.. random post by doggie..

~End~

He saw her kissing with him.

His world just ended.

Sad story.

~Update~

I still feel the pain.

But i am finally doing something about it.

hopefully everything will be fine.

cause I can see the sign.

Fleee~~~~ market..

2009-12-27T06:50:00.000-08:00

Today i went to the flee market. Don't ask me why?

I am telling. I went there to help a friend to sell some stuff..

What stuff?

You will know in a while.

First, intro the new flee market. This event is held only one month once.

And it is held at the last Sunday of each month.

There are a lot of stuff is sold here.

Like the saying other man's rubbish is some other man's treasure.

It's from 9am till 5pm. Feel free to visit if you like ! !

The stalls.. not all set up. still early.

We sold old reader's digest book.

We also sold stamps. pretty old stamps.

(anyone wants it?) quite cheap.

My another friend. she sells collection of owls (all kind, ear ring, necklace ect.) .

most of them are one one of a kind.

Other stall. show only few.. cause lazy to upload.. (sorry)

He sells chicken statues.. so cute..

My favourite owl.. so nice!!

magnet behind it.. mini owl.

I loved this wan. but no one to buy for..

This one is an art. owls done using beans and rice and other natural stuff..

should see the rest of his collection.

My expensive lunch.

Cost me RM9.50 total.

Should have just eaten at smoky Jack.

lol.

The Flee market ends at 5. Pack till 6 then we head home..

Bye, hopefully i can join them next month.

-the end-

i feel so painful now. the effect of ignoring it.

Now who is suffering ?

it is me..

sad case..

What I want!! but not what i need.. ~.~

2009-12-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

You are what i want..

Hiaz..

My old phone is going to die off soon,

but i cannot afford to buy you.

My mom wash her hand on this matter.

So, how now?

I have to find a way..

I Think i will,

I hope i will.

But you are not what i need..

-the end-

It's 3 more days to new year,

Start making a list for next year.

Christmas present.. Whee~

2009-12-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the gifts!!

i receive a lot of presents this year..

A memorable one.

First one is from sui thong, sui hoong and Lembu.

FCUK shirt.

Second one is from Gareth and Karyn

Thanks you guys.

finally!

can bring water to college..

Third one is from my mom..

Thanks mom.

Time to take it for a swim.

finally i want to thank those who wishes me merry Christmas.

and sorry if i forget to wish anyone.

Have a wonderful season..

~the end~

what i want and what i need is different.

i don't need you, but i want you

That's the different.

Too bad no one understand me.

Christmas this year.. holly season. reunites all.

2009-12-24T22:56:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the Christmas present Guys!!

I know I don't really deserve this wonderful presents you all gave me.

I really appreciate it..

Again, Thanks a lot!!

What is important to me now is I still have my brothers with me..

Nothing else more important than that.

Merry Christmas everyone.

Enjoy this Holiday season

-End-

No fcukin' worries

family shopping..

2009-12-17T05:03:00.000-08:00

Today afternoon i went out with my mom and my little bro..

first we went to the kuan yin temple at Georgetown. my bro have to complete his prayer..

Next destination is to buy my little brother's school shoes and shirts..

Then we headed to prangin mall.. I need to get some present for tmr's party..

bought it finally..

My little bro manage to call my mom to buy his pink hippo for him..

Lucky fellow!!

then terus we went to machalister road..

Had Bak Kut Teh there.. while having dinner...

we watched the game between Malaysia and Vietnam.

Malaysia in the last 10 minutes of the game manage to score there victory score!!

result: MAL - 1 VIET - 0 ..

Proud of Malaysia coach and the team..

Then we head back home and now i am sitting here blogging.

I haven't write anything in my diary yet today..

Bye blog.. until next time..

Bak Kut Teh

Vegetable..

ME!!

Mom!!

Special gift at S&J (only RM1 for ever purchace above 30)

i got 2... hehehe..

-the End-

Pulau jerejak trip

2009-12-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

wake up early this morning...

fetched Lisa, Annie and Laura..

We went to jerejak straight..

Lucky no traffic jam..

took the 8.30 boat..

Start jungle trekking at 9..

continued hanging bridge after that..

followed by flying fox and rock climbing..

we rest until lunch time over..

then continued with archery.. only 3 try..

Lastly we went cycling exploring the island..

after that was chilling time..

we were having soft drink beside the pool..

And i went for a swim..

finally head back with 6pm ferry..

I had fun.. but i am tired..

-The End-

having people like this is useless..

they know nothing but just themselves.

say and do everything differently,

what you are feeling i don't know..

but a single word you tell about me..

Wont hurt me..

C.A.M Annual dinner

2009-12-08T19:00:00.000-08:00

It is Wednesday morning, I am here blogging.

First of all, my bluetooth got a bit of problem so I cannot send the picture to my laptop.

Okay, yesterday i went out with my parents to sunshine city in Time Square.

Then went for Lunch, pay bill and then head back. Not awhile, I went out again.

Went to Gurney, meet up with Fung. Played pool a while. Then Yi Min and Jospeh came.

Headed to the Dinner party. Alot of people. Enjoyed the party and the food especially.

After the party, went to play pool again. Yi Min and Jospeh went back. Meet Ken Shen and gang.

Then came back lar. On the way, I went to Sui thong's house. Chat a while...

Then straight balik rumah.

---The End---

Last night i realise a lot of stuff.

People who are acting childishly..

People who are selfish.

i can see it all last night.. and..

I decide to let go of everything..

leaving that sweet and non-memorable stuff behind..

start a new life..

A new life where I think of myself,

my old and Best friends,

plus my family..

I don't need to feel sad every time I see them being happy.

And having fake hope that everything will be fine..

This people, they come and go.. I just have to get used to it..

No point being sad for them when they are having fun..

I know time won't turn back any more..

I give in too much for them..

it's time to leave the past behind and see ahead of me..

Hit me some times...

So i can wake up and realise, this is not for me yet..

Maybe in the future.. but not now..

I've learn my lesson..

-Bala-

Public HolidaY StarTss..

2009-11-27T22:17:00.000-08:00

Friday is the beginning of my semester break.. I can say so because I do not have theory exam for this semester. So, I get to break a bit earlier.. However I am not feeling well this whole week during the final exam. However, I manage to get through it.. Thank GOD..

As usual, Thursday night we went to watch movie. and then the next day we decided to go hiking. This time was a bit special, we invited Chef Darren. He was free on that day coincidently it was a public holiday. Initial plan was 8 of us but end up only 4 turned up plus our Chef. The rest was too tired to attend and some were not feeling well. Anyway, we had fun hiking that day as we were chatting like friends while doing it and we reached there quicker then we expected.

After that we went for lunch opposite the police station. The shop sells economy rice and others too.

After lunch we split up with chef Darren, he went back, we went to gurney. Catch mulan, play pool and eat at kim Gary. Since it was Fung aka AFK Fung's birthday and we suppose to celebrate with him, Me and Ju Teik treated him the lunch and thanks to his coupons.. After that was left to say goodbye and see them next time..

I came home and then have to go Aunty's house cause she was doing some prayers there..

i plan to go Jelutong pasar malam but end up didn't cause i was already to my aunty's house. so i decided to stay just hang out there until it's all done..

Dessert that come with the sets..

one of the special item using the coupons..

Thanks guys for a fantastic day yesterday.. Thanks a lot.. Happy holiday you all!!!

all I wish for was you..

now I am lost without you..

hope I can go back to track...

morning beach

2009-11-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

at his moment i really got no mood to blog anymore.. i am feeling very depress now.. so lets cut the story short. It's tuesday morning, my parents decidecd to go korek Siput. so I hop along.. spent some time there. saw some beach dogs.. played in the sea.. then came back.. end of story..

THURSDAY, FRIDAY,SATURDAY

2009-11-09T07:30:00.000-08:00

THURSDAY- after my class at 8pm I went back as usual. At 11.45 I was at Gurney Plaza with my classmates to watch Phobia 2. let see, this movie have 5 scenes all together. each with it's own story line and actors.. The movie finish at 2 something, I was a bit scare to go back.. But I eventually Collected my gut and drove back!! LOL...

FRIDAY - I think lar. (i can't really recall back) if not mistaken..i know we went to watch movie lar.. with who i also forget d.. hahaha.. getting confused ady.. hahaha.. GG.. owhh yea.. i just remembered, went to gurney to watch poker king with Gareth, karyn (sorry if i spell it wrong) and Jeffrey. but we didn't make it. So.. end up watching The Fourth Kind. then went to Jeff house.. prepare for a surprise cake for Gareth and also prepare cheesecake for Saturday's function. Sui Thong later join us at night then we head to Gareth's house around 12 something. celebrated his birthday.. after Jelutong Burger.. Head back home..

SATURDAY - my day started after i wake up at 10.30. Go get ready to go to Jeffrey's house.. have to prepare canape, and cheesecake and tart.. Sue joined us shortly after that.. end up by 4 everything is done.. Jeffrey went to send the stuff and we stayed home until he was back. then we went to Gurney for a game of pool. then head for dinner at Chef darren's shop..After that i send all of the back i went to join my teachers and friends at Batu Ferringhi. we were talking till almost 4 and then we decide to go back home and sleep.. The next day i have work..

hmm,, Queen,, Cake.. deepavali eve

2009-11-08T04:27:00.000-08:00

Few day before deepavali eve, my mum and I prepared queen cake. At first my mum was kine in doing it, but my aunty asked for it, my mum then only decide to do. That is also in a little amount. usually my mum will do around 400 nos of queen cake.. Of course, she had modified her cake size a bit. Queen cake suppose to look like muffin. but my mum shrink it into small size.

first step is to prepare the batter. The batter consist of cake flour, eggs, sugar, butter and raisins or even sultanas can be used.

my mum slightly beating the eggs..

I don't know what my doggie doing ?? Want eat the butter and sugar I think.. hahaha.. kapyo also this dog some times..

After everything is done, just add on the cupcake paper into the cupcake mould..

finally into the oven it went.. Should be done in 10 to 15 minutes.. don't too long.

21/09/09

2009-09-27T05:11:00.000-07:00

Monday i went out with my old friend that i never seen since i finish high school.
we went to catch a movie first at Odeon theater and then at Gurney Plaza we went to watch G-Force!! my second time watching. This time was in Premier class cause other cinema was full and we were in a hurry to go back also.. so we just grab lar..

After that we came back to fetch my teacher and we decided to go to Pulau Tikus market.
you can find a lot of stuff there plus the lok- lok is one of the best i have ever eaten.
we spend some time there and then we headed back. i was a bit tired also that night because of intense traffic on the road that day.

i bought a toothbrush that cost me RM27. i was worth the money i paid. the Quality is good
the brush head is made of nylon duprond strings. it naturally helps whiten your teeth, good for coffee person, smoker and those with sensitive tooth. The brush also comes with a lifetime guarantee. you also use lesser tooth paste compared to ordinary brush.

i was working on this that night, suddenly my mood was good, i took out my colour pen and start drawing ans the picture started to look like this.

Sunday 20/09/09

2009-09-27T04:31:00.001-07:00

I started my day with joining my teacher and her friend for breakfast at Ananda bahagawan.
They went there first, and i meet up with them a while later cause i just woke up the time she called me.
We were talking and eating. Taking our own sweet time and all.. One of the time i feel so relax when dining.
After that we went to one stop to check out some computer stuff...
End up bought some stuff and headed home. Later in the night i went temple with my parents.
that was basically my day.

Owh yea.. I almost forgot.. I bought this little cute thingy. I uses the solar powered panel so it's environmental friendly. Dunno when i start supporting all this. I just bought it because it looks cute.

During Raya Holiday...

2009-09-27T04:13:00.000-07:00

For me, Raya was also my semester holiday break. So we had two in one holiday. The usual college stuff, trying to cut down the amount of holidays.. Well, i knew the holiday was going to be boring and I was wrong. A lot of unexpected things happened to me during this holiday, both good and sad stuff.. however, i not going to mention the bad nor the good this that happened to me. i just going to talk about what i did during my holiday. =) B4 the break we had food production class. i helped out Sui Hoong and did his dessert for him.overall was good and we
left for the break.

food production 2 - italian cuisine

2009-09-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

Friday was my turn to cook, making the official opening ceremony, me and my friend Daniel were the first two black sheep to be slaughter in this war. at first i was a bit scare, but after all this is over, i am relief although i am not very happy with my performance yesterday. however, what is done is done. No turning back now. let's go on with our life one step at a time. cause we are only one quarter way into our life. still a long way to go.

Finally!!

2009-08-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

finally, i got my permenent lisence.. wahoo!!!

Just got it yesterday..

Can Finally take out my P sticker.. But i plan to leave it there for a while..

End of story..

CAD class.. not easy as i thought

2009-08-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

there is no CAD class without wood, wire, newspaper and butter.. And don't forget the tools that is used to do the sclupture.. Well, today is our second class and we have already started our butter sculpture. First we carried the plank to wash and tgave the rest of the class a head start. then accourding to our sketches, we begin to build our amature..

for those who dunno what an amature is in this class, it's acutally a frame made with wood, wire and old newspaper to give support to the sculpture and gives it shape.

For doing that, we used a lot of time and just manage to finish halfway and it;s already end of class..

okayy, i choose panda hugging it's infant cause the there is perantal love. so me need a parent and a infant. so ther i got my selection. A panda bear,

The frame that i build for the happy family.. well. it don't look like anything, but it will turn up soon.

Gareth. doing his wan, a mommy bird feeding it's infant in the tree trunk.

this is another one, made by my friend, Ju teik. If i am not mistaken it's a rabbit..

This last wan is made by YY. his wan is an elephant.. coming out soon.. don't worryy..

the tools that i used for today. next week we will learn to make put own tool some more.. wonderfull ! !

hope that next week i will do better and be able to apply butter to my sculpture.

CLICK.. (my defination)

2009-08-26T02:40:00.000-07:00

C = care about you all the time..
L = love you always..
I = Insane about you..
C = cannot leave you alone for a while..
k = knife through my heart..

random post..

2009-08-22T07:44:00.000-07:00

Well, I wonder why i am writing this post, (i mean typing). Anyway, who is actually reading it ? Why do I wasting time writing this post? For who am i writing all this shit to ???

Well, eventually no one..

Does anyone actually take the trouble to read it?

If they do, they really understand what i am trying to tell them ???

Do You all understand ??

whatever lar.. what i write also is for myself only.

I just want to express my feeling in this blog.

okay, continue with with my post. haih,, really lazy to type lar.. anyway, Gareth and I went to gurney today. we went to watch beth copper at 12.50.

Talking about that, the movie is rated can watch movie, but it's 18 and above movie.

So for the little kids out there, go buy DVD lahh.. some more all the cut scene also can see..

Go cinema, cut scene all they tak out, can make you dun understand the story. Potong Steam saja!!!

owhh no.. i speaking in malay pula. I think i should stop it already..

This week i got scolding by my friends and also my girlfriend cause i was speaking Malay to Chinese people.. Is that weird ?

continue with my story, then after that we decided to go Ananda to try the mutton fried rice, but end up eating mutton briyani.. The Food was cold.. and i mean literary cold.. but the fried ice-cream was nice..

the specially made skin was delicious.. makes me want more, but i was on the tight budget, so next time lar.

night hunting

2009-07-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

I haven't been spending much time with my friends lately.. because of that i feel like i am getting further away from them. sometimes when i think of it, i feel very bad. we had many wonderful memories together when i like to go out in the middle of night, but nowadays i don't go out that much as i used to. However last week, we had an assignment to do. so instead of they call me, i call them out. It's was sui thong's idea to have dinner at liverpool.. after almost completing the

assignment, we went to fetch Aika and the headed straight to jeffrey's house. From there we convoyed in two car and in ten minutes we reach there.

Now some intro about the place. Liverpool shop is situated at jelutong area. For those who stay there, they should know. Anyway they serve the best nasi lemak in penang. their fried chicken and the special fried anchovies. SEDAP!!! GILA!!!!
you all should try out this place and see..

packet of nasi lemak displayed on the glass stall..

Example of the best nasi lemak. This is anchovy and egg.. Yum!! Yum!!

The sambal if the nasi lemak. It has a funny sweet taste. That's what make it nice.

The sambal chicken. side order by gareth and Sui thong..

After dinner. we went to jeff's house to try out his cheesecake. It was nice. Jeff the pastry pro.. Then we went our separate ways. jeff and sui Hong went to Net 3 to meet up with Jam Siao and then Aika went back. I Sui thong and Gareth went for a pool game at Gurney plaza. Then we went for a night tour ended up in paya terubong McD with another friend, Foo Thong. he is our friend in school and now he is studying at KDU college in Arts and Design department.

we had fries that night with coke.

Gareth san...

Foo Thong on the left Sui Thong on the right..

and my cute little soft toy.. Doggie..

Then we head back to our territory, north part of penang, went to net 3. then head back home while the rest had their early breakfast at Tanjung Bungah market. Owh yea, by the way. Sui tohng was talking ghost story to us the whole night until it effected me and gareth. we keep on saying ghost ghost the whole night also...

2009-07-19T04:28:00.000-07:00

This is our final exam for our production 1 class. After this we don't have to find customer and cook for then anymore until the next semester.. Ya Hoo!!! we start our day 8 in the morning till 3 in the afternoon till the kitchen is fully cleaned..

Morning-morning of my exam there is already some problem, i went to collect stuff and the purchaser said the mushroom i ordered infected with virus. I thought things would not get worse, god heard my prayer, the things he supply me was not enough and i have to walk to see him few times to get the correct quantity.

Anyway, i just live on and start to do work, the rest of my mates already started work and i was the latest to stark work, almost 9, making sure everything is in correct quantity and work is going well. God Heard my prayer again, everything went well and we finally came out with a fantastic set lunch.

Chef Yogen incharge of preparing the soup.

Comment: soup was a bit salty the rest was okay. The texture was not thick enough.

Overall it's okay.

Chef Jeffrey was incharge of the dessert section with Chef Gareth.

Comment:the cheese cake was a bit hard in texture, pastry cream should be a bit thicker.

overall perfect.

Chef Gareth Chong!! our Pastry chef!! yeah yeah!! showing off his muscle!!

Chef Muz & Chef Akthira prepared our appetizer

Comment: the egg mayo shoud use less tomato sause and should add canned fruits

overall is okay.

Chef Muz also know as Doremon's sister.

Chef Thong. He is our runner for the Food Production exam. overall helped in preparing the main course and dessert. This two item got the best award form our lecturer among the rest of the team. Congrates!!

Chef Hoong with me prepared the main course.

Comment: the garden salad should have a bit dressing and the mushroom sauce not enough.

overall is exellent.

Chef Mozi is the Man of the show, He reperesent our team cause he's the Chef De partie of the day!! He is also our manager of the dayy.....
His work was to take out the plate for the set lunch and coordinate the work among us

Sad to say that we had to share kitchen with other chef also. On our final exam, we had other function and it made us difficult for us to move around and store item during mis sien place. however we successfully made it and we were drag to help the other function also. Yeah people!!

we manage to finish out product and some more assist with the other function.

the one watching the chef cook wearing black is our Head of the Department.

haha!! handsome man right he ?

There are all our chef in the kitchen chatting. i mangae to catch this photo.. wonderful moment!!

Mihibah KDU college..!!

Drink: orange mocktail

Appetizer: Prawn Cocktail

Soup of the day: Cream Of borccoli served with mushroom soup.

Main Course: Chicken Rulade with white mushroom sauce.

Dessert: Oreo cheesecake and Charming swan!!

Final exam (patissserie 2)

2009-07-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

WOW!!! our final practical exam finally came.. all in one week, back to back..

Very stressful but glad that it's finally over...
The wan i blog about is for my patisserie final pravtical exam. we randomly pick the test paper few days before the exam. i got cheesecake and muffin.

Muffin (covered with chocolate garnash)

Cheese cake that i made

My presentation.. I called it bento supremo. Even served coffee

Overall look of my design for the final practical exam.

After the exam, my friend and i went to Gurney to do chores for Friday's exam.

Then on the way back i met Wei Ern and her friends.

After dropping off my friends i went back to Gurney and joined them at kim gary for dinner.

Then we went for a walk in the shopping mall and then head back home.

American set at Kim Gary.

buffetero

2009-07-09T06:42:00.000-07:00

Last Friday was our last service. and for that we had to do a buffet style lunch. the price being Rm 18 per person was quite reasonable actually. with variety of food in the buffet counter, i think that it is really worth every penny you pay out. As the restaurant opens at 12 for lunch, we the kitchen stuff already had done cooking the dishes. This buffet was Quite challenging cause we had so many item to prepare. In the end, we still done it. For me it was a successful event..

The course starts with variety of salads and accompany with dressing and pickles.

marcarony pasta

potato salad

asian salad

fried rice

mash potato and spaghetti

sauted vegetables

beef stew

lamb gravy

coriander fish

inchikabin

fruits

honeydew pudding

santan puding

jelly and mange pudding

MOZI Sdn. Bhd.

2009-07-04T21:36:00.001-07:00

Now our captain MOZi have a house!!

Well, he decided that this is the time for him to retire and settle down. Our pirate king had finally found someone in his life.

He was so happy to help built his house. Thanks to engineers like Sui Thong, Gareth, Sui Hoong, Me and even MOZI himself!!

The Project codename "The Gingerbread House" started at 8 in the morning with 4 constructor manage to finish MOZi's house in the period of 3 hours time.

Okay okay. i admit i was just making up story. but it's for the fun of it.. the real story is 4 chef had successfully built this wonderful gingerbread house during out final Patisserie class.

yea ! chefs rocks!! we too can built house.. but eatable house people.. Isn.t that cool people ??

this was his house after baking. we haven't assemble the parts yet.

MOZi's house almost done. Just need a bit of decoration and live in it..

This is MOZi;s house final looks like.. wonderful is it ?? I liked it. hope you liked it to..

can't wait to talk to you.. Finally you returning!!

this is for you.. Specially for you

2009-07-04T20:00:00.000-07:00

morning exercise

2009-07-04T10:11:00.000-07:00

Last Thursday, we were having patisserie 2 class at 8. around 10 plus i and mozi went out to take a break for a fresh air and a rest to our beloved legs. (if you understand ). like other usual days. we heard sounds of ambulance passes the college. but that particular day. we heard three different kind of sounds police car, ambulance and also fire brigades. The scene gets more interesting. the sound is nearby. So I and Mozi ran out to see what happened.

There were a lot going on in our mind like, suicide, or burning and even snake cases. At last we found out that it's just a fire drill. whf... too much... hahaha.. we head back to college with disappointment as we hope to see some actual scenario..

just enjoy the picture, i lazy to discribe them d..

can't wait for you to come back!! i miss you...

mental breakdown

2009-07-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

last night, i was feeling very uneasy and i was not really in a good mood.

i sat down to watch TV so that i can take my mind out of her, but it just made it worse.

tears starts to flow down my cheek and i was actually after so long. i know that the last time i cried was very long time ago and i promise myself that i am not going to mention about it anymore..

i don't even know the reason why i cried but i was just thinking about her that time.

i hope nothing happenend to her and wish her all the best in her camp and in her life..

As i won't know where will this leas us to after this..

For me all matters is now, not the past or the future.

I miss you a lot when you are not with me.

monday service madness

2009-06-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

Monday madness. you know why i say that? cause that particular monday all our B1 service stuff "chau hoi"(running fire). Eventually, I was dragged into it as well. Leaded by 'ketua lanun' that inspired us to come out with this crazy idea to decorate the restaurant. Although it was a normal serving. we made it like it was the last day of our service in Bon Appetit. we even took family photo. I can tell it was a crazy morning for all of us. and we had fun doing service that day.

the round table decorated with flower pot and also le menu..

Chairs for people to sit while waiting. (as if Bon Appetit is full house)

Our three heroes!! from the left: Yogen, Sui Thong and Huan P'ng.

Our family photo of group B1 service team.. ( we serve excellency)

And last but not least, we ordered the leftover food and dine in after all the customers left to help the other group to reach the selling target!!

I think that we are too good sometimes. After that we cleaned up the mess and sayonara Bon Appetit. Ready for the next day.. where can you find the craziest waiter and waitress in town?

It's only here. In Bon Appetit. Group B1.

confucois says nothing!!

2009-06-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

There are Question marks in my head lately. normally i will just ignore them, but since this few weeks it cannot be ignored anymore.. For me it feels like a bit funny and also irritating sometimes.. i am darn lazy to do anything about it but my other side insist that i do something to cure this disease.. well, just forget what i had just bloggg... i too lazy to erase it. so i will just continue to post it up on my blog.. night..

sunset - sheasha's

2009-06-20T07:35:00.000-07:00

feel like smoking people ? you think your ordinary cigarette is kicking ?? wait till you try sheasha. you would want one in your house. placing it near the pathway of your house showing to others.. well i think you can get it in Langkawi.. okay , back to my story.i forget already which Wednesday, jeffrey suddenly start talking and that night 6 boys ended up in Sunset bar and bistro. start ordering sheasha. and start snaking it except me and gareth!! yea snaking it. the head made of snake head look very unique. there are so many flavours to be choose...

sui thong and andrew posing for the camera. cheese!!

gareth and jeffrey. (bibi smoke the least) (gareth never smoke but forced to inhaled the smoke just like me, pasive smoker)

the sheasha. the grand sheasha.. it's grave flavour.

Sui hoong, our runner up!!

On the left is our champian Jam Siao! and beside him is Wai Keat.. defending champian, but that night he lose.. (wai keat can start retiring d from smoking.)

sheasha season ends at 2 when the bistro. then we headed back for tomyam mee near my house.

pencake moment

2009-06-20T04:23:00.001-07:00

i am so sleepy today. but suddenly i decided to blog.. hmm.. dunno why i choose to blog after so long i didn't even bother to look at this page. well, maybe i had some angin kua.. who knows right? well, let's keep it simple and steady (why i use steady?? any connection with my recent blog.) Anyway back to the blog. since our outing was always on Wednesday, usually in gurney one time we decided to change to QueensBay Mall. Sure everyone had been there.. If never, better don't go.. can kill your leg by 60 years old.. there were 8 of us if i were not mistaken,
very indecisive where to have dinner. and one of their stomach already craving for food, end up we were at Paddington House Of Pancakes. We ate something new that day. and ordered funny funny drinks.. =) After that we went for a stroll in the mall and then balik Kampung!

Paddington house of pancake (logo)

berry blast mixed with carbonated drink. It actually taste good!!

old style chip with onion dip. ( that's why the size is bigger.)

kis meal set! ! mashed potato with 3 pancake and fried eggs..

mushmallow hot chocolate drink..

4th D@y- final day

2009-05-28T04:53:00.000-07:00

last day of our holiday. today we hit back penang as tashi would say..
we wake up rather early today, the teng brothers went down to have breakfast.
i and Gareth was getting ready to check out.
after breakfast we checked out of the hotel.
first destination was bee farm to get some honey. unfortunately, it was close.
then we head up back to tanah rata. stop by Cameron valley, a tea producing place.

the cameron valley tea shop

gareth

sui thong all white. head to toe.

me and doggie

doggie a.k.a shuffle dog.

after that straight to strawberry farm, bought some vegetables and gifts and head back to penang.
reach penang around 5.30.. glad to be home

T H i R d D @ y...

2009-05-28T04:29:00.000-07:00

wake up morning stim stim go get ready then we head out to tanah rata for breakfast.
Gareth recommended us D' Chennai.. they serve Indian cuisine.

the front of the shop.

gareth's mutton rice set

my roti canai telur.(had been ages since i had it) yummy!!

Roti bom.. Boom!!! loll

Sui thong ordered garlic naan tandori set.

back from breakfast i went to tample for wa while. there was no one except me. dunno where the sami went? maybe for lunch break. lol

after that back to hotel.. take a nap since it was raining heavily the whole day.

we just chill in the room the whole time.

at night dinner at another restaurant. this restaurant serve better food the the other

ordered pig ribs with dunno what sauce..

claypot beancurt is one of our dish also..

later at night we bought KFC and stayed in the room for movies! !

till next day.

second d@y

2009-05-28T03:36:00.000-07:00

checked out from the hotel--->> head to INTI --->> had lunch with karyn..

after lunch--->> leave nilai--->> highway--->> reach tapah.

head up to cameron--->>reach tanah rata--->> reach brinchang.

then we checked in at hotel titiwangsa.

nice rooms. ordinary breakfast, cheap and good. cause it's the first night, we had our dinner outside the hotle. the hotel aso provide

hotel view from the indian tample

we had our dinner at brinchang. one of the restaurant. they serve choo char and also have bar.

we had difficulties communicating with them. but we overcome that problem.

me posing for the camera.

here is gareth, sui Thong and the Boss!!

this baby was in the house that night, imagine what happened to us.. (hehehe)

ONLY GODS KNOW! !

other that that we stayed in the hotel room watching tv the whole time.

Midterm break holiday

2009-05-28T02:58:00.000-07:00

Since it was our midterm break, we decide to head down south of malaysia. and guess where we ended up.. in KL and Nilai..

Sui Thong went down earlier to KL. later that day i called gareth and he said OK. So we headed to KL that afternoon. then we meet up with Aika and karyn there.

Aika fetch us go jalan-jalan around her house there.. shop the whole day.. was tired. thanks a lot jepuna!!!

not long later Sui Hoong reaches KL and we had dinner together.. dunno why he suddenly turn up.. =)

aika and sui thong.. (Aika our tour guide in KL)

karyn and gareth lining up to pay at the body shop.

beef ball at ikea.

chicken rice shop

later at night after leaving Aika, we headed to Nilai the journey there was fast and it was quite fun.

All was tired and we checked in to Hotel Nilai. Good breakfast, small room. but overall was okay.

i was at the lobby onlining that night..

Nilai- INTI international university college. (this is where karyn study)

out of town

2009-05-25T05:47:00.000-07:00

i will be out of town for awhile. i will be back on tuesday and will update my blog then..
thanks for being patient. we will be in KL for one day then the rest of our holiday is in cameron highlands..

lunch at KDU

2009-05-17T02:13:00.000-07:00

i was waked up by by phone call last monday around 12 something.

i was still dreaming as the last night i was in a "group conference" as i didn't to wake up so early the next day. however i got ready and then meet my friends at Bon appetit for lunch.

I don't have lunch in the house so i think it was a good idea to have lunch at KDU.

we ordered a lot of stuff cause that week was ala carte and there was so much food left to sell.

for 5 person it cost us almost about 90 bux but it was still worth it. yogen ate the most with his total bill cost him 31 bux. (imagine that)

sui hoong and gareth

sui thong and Yogen

oreo cheese cake (one of the dessert

cendol pudding (one of the dessert also )

sizzling lamb.(one of the main course)

Part of Me, My life and my Soul

The satisfaction

Always is ME

You.

Not knowing

IDIOT

To someone that still haven't wake up...

updates

Decisions...

A beginning of a new Chapter in life..

Married at last

back~ back~ I think..

fire fire... ~

13/02/2010

one down two to go!!

man on a mission

mission accomplish

*wishes*

scared

I need to change my lifestyle

Some Stupid ---------- People !!

Sad... It's just sad..

Commemoration Of Jason Ch'ng

Piece of my mind.

i feel like alive again.

Relationship philosophy

RED

story to tell

BOsS BIrThdaY !

thoughts

saturday outing.

black and white day

random1

First day of college ~

Just thoughts..

2 days b4 collegelife starts again~

ferry ride.

New year eve~ celebrate with family and friends. It's more than enough for me.

My new year eve eve ~ cleaning up my room~ fall sick

Family New year dinner..

Christmas eveeee~.

Random

Fleee~~~~ market..

What I want!! but not what i need.. ~.~

Christmas present.. Whee~

Christmas this year.. holly season. reunites all.

family shopping..

Pulau jerejak trip

C.A.M Annual dinner

Public HolidaY StarTss..

morning beach

THURSDAY, FRIDAY,SATURDAY

hmm,, Queen,, Cake.. deepavali eve

21/09/09

Sunday 20/09/09

During Raya Holiday...

food production 2 - italian cuisine

Finally!!

CAD class.. not easy as i thought

CLICK.. (my defination)

random post..

night hunting

Final exam (patissserie 2)

buffetero

MOZI Sdn. Bhd.

this is for you.. Specially for you

morning exercise

mental breakdown

monday service madness

confucois says nothing!!

sunset - sheasha's

pencake moment

4th D@y- final day

T H i R d D @ y...

second d@y

Midterm break holiday

out of town

lunch at KDU

wishes