Monday, January 18, 2010

Sad... It's just sad..

As we all know by know the dragon boat incident happens few days ago. 
It was a to me that in this nice and cosy month can this things happen.. 
I was following up on the story this 2 days. 
For me, it's just sad.. sad..
Although i don't know them. 
But as a person, I can feel the hardshit the family members and friends going through.
Just pray because all the body had been found.
And let us Give a moment of Silent to them up there and those down here. 
May god bless us all. 


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to me, they are the dragon knight 
that I will always remember in my heart.   







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Kindly visit this website. 


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Commemoration Of Jason Ch'ng




Sunday, January 17, 2010

Piece of my mind.

today i don't actually feel like blogging.
But nvm lar.. just write something. 
HEHEHE.. 
don't want to talk about my day today. 
Let talk about something else.. 


hmmmmm... 
about the Chung Ling Dragon boat team. 
Condolence to the victim and  their family.
May God bless them. 
Our prayer is always with them and the family involved. 
May they Heal from the incident. 
My mum told me, when the time is here, no one can escape it. 
i think so it's true. 
We can't run away from Death. 
we can't cheat Death. 
It;s just a matter of time..
So, Live life like we're dying.
appreciate what we have in front of us.
enjoy every second with our loved one, friend, family 
and even your enemy.
you won't have time to do that when you die. 
Don;t regret afterwards when everything is too late. 
if can, try to make things right again. 
Don't lie to yourself.
cause Death don't give you a chance to make things right. 
only life do.
So, if you wanna say something or do something, 
Please go ahead and do it. 
Don't think of other people. cause it's all about you. 
YOU = yourself.. 
don't life for people. 
in the end you will regret. and blame others.
But that time, it's only you to blame. 
Cause it's your choice. 
All you.. 


_THe enD_







Saturday, January 16, 2010

i feel like alive again.

Today I feel like I am alive again. 
I haven't felt that for a long time. 
And today I am feeling like that. 
This shows that I am recovering almost 100%. 
Good new for me and you. 
Finally i won't bug you anymore.. 
I have already passed that stage. 
It's time to wake up now.. 


last few month was the worst time for me. 
It took me a while to figure things out. 
sort my life out. 
been doing that all the time. 
but I still can find my old self back. 
lost somewhere in space and time. 
still not willing to let go of the beautiful dream. 
I'm like a lost soul in Earth. 
A body without it's soul.. 


But today, i felt my soul is back, 
I feel that i am much more  alive now. 
Everything i refuse to do for the past few month. 
Today i feel like doing it.
I can even think properly now. 
I think my brain is functioning
and of course my heart is also.  
It seems like I am alive again.


that is what that makes me happy. 
Myself. Me, Mua, Saya. 
thanks to YOU. 
Help me to find my lost soul. 


I have a purpose in life again. 
I am back.. Alive again.. 
=)     





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