my happiest day (for now)

Today, i am getting older. plus one more year of my life.Eighteen years had pass and here i am writing this blog on my birthday. What an unexpected thing to do when it is someone's birthday.. Especially my birthday.
Do you all know why I am happy today?
let me tell you all. For the past few month I had been very sad for unnecessary reason.But today I had a wonderful surprise.This year I got the most birthday wishes from my friend and I really thank god for giving me all these friends.. They are the best friends ever. They seriously make my life much more merrier. Although the people that I didn't expect to call me actually called me today.The one person that i really wanted that person to call didn't call and not even send a single message to me.
I told myself never mind.
I still wish "the person" will call or even send me a message, then i will be very very happy.
But that wish won't come true because i just know it won't happen..
However i am still happy cause so many friends care about me. i want to take this opportunities to thanks them.
thanks a lot guys.I am no one without you all..
Without them, I am like blind man with a walking stick alone walking on a empty street. i can imagine my life without them.
The journey is like very long road without an ending to it.. its would be a boring journey walking alone on the road. Luckily my friends light up my life by giving light to the road. As a blind man i don't feel like being alone although i will be walking an endlessly.
Today is the happiest day in my life so far and i won't let anyone to spoil it.

first day of second semester

Suppose to be the first day of my second semester. And i just never even care about it.

where got this kind of people in my family.

I was so tired and just wake up at 12 in the noon.

maybe i am to tired cause of the previous night activities.

I slept at 9 p.m. last night and woke up 15 hours later.
I am still feeling the the effect from the long hours that i haven't sleep.

MY hands are shaking and i am all my typing is wrong due to the tiredness of my mind.
it took me 1 hours just to write this short blog.

please forgive me if I don't update my blog often..

I don't like to write a lot of stuff on the net. It also depends on my mood. i am not in the mood to write this blog for now.
maybe when i am i a good mood i will write a better story for you all.
see how off mood am i la.....