saturday is the day...

Today we were suppose to have dinner at northem beach cafe with all my old friend,( since we haven't sit down and eat like that for a long time, few month ago)..

few month ago i planned a sit down dinner, always plan earlier cause if last minute scare everyone cannot make it.
END up still FAIL to make everyone to attend..
i think they are really busy since everyone have started college..
but that's not a BIG DEAL, cause at least they call up and tell me ..

so only one bunch of us attend the dinner, [me, sotong, sui hoong, sherena, crystal, jefferey and huang yeang..]
'thanks for coming guys. '
"really appreciate it"

i went to sui thong's house first to fetch him. end up in his house until 6 something and the went to fetch sher and crys. before that we were playing wiht shiro while waiting for his bro to take bath..

shiro on the motocycle's basket

However, sher's mum insisted to fetch her.. so we only fetch crys and meet up with sherena in gurney, bearbrick wannabe

while we were playing pool, sherena was with sandra. And then jefferey meet up with us..
until 9 pm we were at gurney. all of us was quite hungry d.

' i am sorry for keeping you all to wait for so long. ' really not nice of me doing like that. thanks for telling me.

we had dinner at northem and then later at night we went to sher's house and had vitagen party..
vitagen pyramid !
sui hoong and lembu..
our top model of the day. sherena and crystal

Around 1 like that suddenly it rains like dog and cat.
we went to caltex and end up in ali for supper..

After that we say sayonara and back to bed..

I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY, C ?

i am blogging now, thanks to my good friend I have decided to post this stupid wan let you all see.
The problem is the title, can you all figure it out? what's the hidden message behind it?

well i won't tell, you all figure it out yourself..

good luck it trying..

hint: something to do with my angle..

apple fried rice

today despite staying alone in home, i decided to cook.. but there was no ingredient in the house only left apple and some frozen stuff..
hehe..
taadaa ! ! !
came out an idea to cook apple fried rice instead of pineapple fried rice.

what an genius idea,,

Apple ! ! ! with fried rice.

apple fried rice

confusion.... ameno

ameno,

amenomasai,

do you all understand what i am writing ?
if you all do then tell me what?
if you all do not understand, then this is what running through my head.
is it a word that anyone know or i don't know what is it?

i have been very blur this week and also very depressing.. really don't know what to do now?
what to decide and what to answer..
All i can do is sit and do nothing..
my every decision is decided based on nothing..
no rational explanation to it and no logical argument
it's not like me..
i feel like going somewhere that no one will find me and sit there alone think of what i should do for my future.
i want to be what i want to be, but i still want to prove to other people i am not as bad as they think i am..
i will prove it to them, but it's to late to undone the damages that i had created in the past..
it still worries me whether i can catch up with all my past reference and undo the damages.
i like to put it this way, better late than never
however, for being late, i have to pay the consequences.
if i start new then what is waiting ahead for me?
and if i continue with my decision will i disappoint my parents?
as they have a high hope for me and hope that one day i will help my bother after i have completed my studies..
what should i do now?
help me.. i am very blur.. blur and pain..

Very bad !!!

happy birthday rees! ! ! e

happy birthday to my so called 'tai loh"..
this is from my bro and me although he don't know it is your birthday today.
i know if he knew he would wish you also..
but it's already too late.. i let me wish you an behalf of him..

Happy birthday man,, we love you..
20 years passed d, find some aim in your life man..
you have grown up a lot since then..
Joker united nation..

Bye INTI.

well, inti, i will miss you..
i am going to a new college..
where i think i have a better future there...
You all must be wondering which college right?
think back, which college is the college i visited recently?
which college is the one i talk about the most?
which college is it?

well, give me your answer la. .
see you all will get the correct wan or not?

speechless

hi people, i am on vacation recently.. will update the blog when i return..
need a break time from all the stress.
recently in a depression mood..
sorry for the inconvenience..
thank you.