pool loser ! ! !

today suppose to play pool against aika.

as usual, the match started but unfortunately I lose flat.

lose 2 single match and 3 double match.

Really no face ade la..

Japanese win the game today and malaysia "tapau" and balik kampung.

too bad. malaysian players need more training.

i got nothing to say d..

too tired,

good night people...

=)

So NEAR... Yet So FAR...

Maybe i am just not destined to meet her..

who knows right?

Although that i can feel her present nearby every time but she seems to be so far away from me.
Not the distance that counts, it's the heart...


Every time she is nearby, i can feel her present and i am not joking.

It feels like a wind blowing through me. .

It seems like we are connected. Except that she can't feel my present.

I can feel that she is there but there is no chance to see her.

And i know she is there..

I KNOW ! ! !

dull

today is a dull day for me because i feel very tired the whole time . for example, when i was in maths class, i fell asleep in the class, then for bio class, i cannot sleep because i my nose was disturbing me.
when i was having lunch with my friend, our initial plan was to go and play pool.
Manatau tak jadi, cause all of us suddenly feel sleepy and lazy.

So decided to go home and rest. reach home ni i straight went to my bed and sleep.
woke up at 7 something. took bath, had dinner and after i finish this post i am back to sleep again..
so ppl good night..
see you all tmr..

and to jesslyn, good luck in KL..
take care. =)

bad day is today..

went to college today. (i know i am lying) =p
went to fetch my brother from the school.
went to feed the dogs (angle and lucky)

AND then came back, mum ask how much i need for the petrol tomorrow.
i replied about RM50 like that la..

then she ask me that amount of money can last for how long?
i say can last her for at least 2 day only..

then my dad started to scold me like hell..
then i fight back.. ( just quarrel la) ( if fight i sure lose wan)

world war 4 just happened in my house.
i shouting one side.
Dad shouting one side..

Luckly it's time for dad to go to work..
peace at last (thanks god. )


I was very piste off with my dad,
you can imegine how bad is my anger today because of my dad.
it is worse then seeing her (my angle) with another guy taking picture together.

but this, the words that my dad throw at me was really hurting..
I just can't stand it anymore today..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGG
GGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

dinner at butterworth.. wasted cannot join them for mois that night

last Saturday i went to butterworth to attend my dad's relative weeding. it was held in butterworth since the bride is from there. for Indian custom the bride side must prepare everything for the bride groom side. unlike other races, the guy must do everything for the girl's side. The weeding was held in a temple near Sunway Carnival Mega mall. my dad had to follow my uncle because he don't know the place. (first time my dad says this) ( actually i know where the place is cause i have been there few times) well better dun be the hero and just shut up and follow them. the weeding went well except that there was not enough food for everyone. going back time, my elder uncle lead the way ant thanks to them i learn new route in butterworth.. When we reached home i was so tired and i straight went to sleep. it is worth it after all.

the hero of the day, my lill bro. MC black posing..

kartini, posing after she eat.

my naughty cousin. but he act cute that day.

my nephew

kartini, gangga, aunty, dad's niece

my mum and kesha's mum talking.

the ceremony

near view

the temple from far

my route to college.. what i pass and see

this is the route that i use to travel to college.

well guess where am i heading to?

up the hill

stripe flat

AF car dealer

beside CGL

New MYVI

burger at charlie

there was one day that we went to charlie burger to have burger there because sui thong and his bro haven't had their dinner yet. they came down to see me and it was quite late already. then we decided to go to charlie burger to give it a try because sui thong had a rumor that his burger was one of the best. then my bro decided to us also. .

garden pathway beside his stall.

his stall front page

one example of the burger. looks terrible but taste nice

sotong and sui hoong (both are 'cousins')

our magnificant helmet

beside selling burger, he also sells nasi lemak and french fries.

you all must be wondering why i post this only now and not few month ago?
well i told you all before that when i like to post time i will post..
seems like today is the day..

B.N@tion

inti friends

i went to college last week and i suddenly decided to have lunch with the bunch of my friend.
Actually i don't know what happened to me. Although i knew them for quite a while i never sit and have lunch with them like that.
so this is some thing new..
let me introduce them to you..

(sorry i don't quite remember their name)

among all, i can only remember his name. (Chee Khai)

He is a guy who can play any ball game. (champion of ping pong) he look very fierce!

i call him fatty and he is so cute!! (i am not a gay)

he is the person who drive the new version of vios.

well it was nice to have lunch with them. hope that we will do it again some day.

Broken dream

while i was sleeping last night, i had a DREAM about her. I was surprised cause i had never dream of her for almost one month. ( this is something new...)

I wonder whether god is playing me or what.
What is the significant of me dreaming of her when i am trying to forget her which i am halfway there d.
(i wonder)
Last time, when i cannot forget her, i never dream of her also.

And now when i am actually halfway there, some stupid DREAM must come and destroy all my happy mood that i had this week.. HAIYA....

The best part is I dream that both of us talking and having dinner together in the DREAM.
(which i am not sure that will happen in real life)

You can take the tomorrow where the bets are made,
you can take the future that i not even sure,
you can take the places that we say would go,
All the broken dreams,
but you can never have yesterday.