To someone that still haven't wake up...

"Quote of the day"

["If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go"]




I found this quote while i was surfing facebook. This girl wrote the status and I feel that it was brave of her to do that. I don't know what problem that girl is having but i figure it should do with love. However, I would like to dedicate this to my friend. I hope she do well in her love life and wake up from the nightmare she is having now.

♥ -bala -

updates

I am finally back in Langkawi..
 Happy time always fly so fast..
Back to work and boring life.
That's the bad news....

The good news is....
 I have only one more month before I finish my training.
For me, in Langkawi time fly very fast...
I will be back in Penang in no time..  



PS. Bala

Decisions...

Now, in this part of my life. There is a lot of decisions to be made.
All are serious decisions and I have to think carefully before I makes any decisions.
Thinking back at the past, I was just a boy that goes to school / college and I never worried about anything.
Now, I have to worry what I have to do next in my life.
Whether I want to work, or continue my studies.
If I want to work, where should I work?
I have to make a wise decision  and enter a good organization.
On the other hand, if I want to study, I have to think where I want to study and how much would it cost me.
I also need to know how long is the course.
There is so much to think about now...
And I don't know what to do..
Anyone can help me ?

A beginning of a new Chapter in life..

What can I say. 

He is no more a bachelor. 

He is beginning a new

 chapter...

 in his life. 

A family man he is now and a Father he would be in the future. 

Time... 

 pass very fast in our life. 

Happy and sad time we all been through together. 

True... 

We will always remember you in our mind, heart and soul. 

We don't look at the past, 

We endure the future together.

 

Remember.. 

Although we are not there with you, 

It doesn't mean that we don't think of you. 

Love..

is what we feel with you 

and make sure you have it with you always.. 

Family.. 

When you look behind at hard time, 

Always remember we are there for you

That's who we are... 

Married at last

Everyone had to come to this moment of their life. It is just the matter of time, early or late. 

For my cousin, Arusu, his time had just reach this stage.

 He finally tied the knot with his beautiful wife. 

He had been searching for his love and he found his soul mate. 

Guess how old is he? 30 years old and He finally settle down. 

I wish him all the best in his married life and hope 

he knows how to maintain this happiness forever. 

We all have been waiting for this moment and It finally ended yesterday night. 

It has been a long time since I ever blog. I doubt anyone seeing it anymore. Well, I have been busy with my industrial training and of course other reasons also included. I abandoned my blog just like that. 

I feel ashame to myself and i think I should start blogging back. Blogging is fun. And it express part of me in this digital world. 

back~ back~ I think..

It have been a while since I blog, 

I was so busy with my college life, 

I have no time to update all my activities and outing

So if you all wanna know what my friend and I did during the holiday

Just refer to his blog. (suithonglive) 

I will only update my status here from now onwards. 

many things had happen. 

some happy, some sad.

but life have to go on, NO matter what. 

For now I just want  to concentrate on 3 things

First: Family

Second: Friend

Third: Career.

This's all I  want to blog today. 

Hopefully I will continuing blogging. 

Choa~

fire fire... ~

One night I was driving back to my house. it was almost 1 o'clock in the morning and I was at Batu Ferringhi winding road. Then suddenly i saw a car stopped in front of me and was on double signal. At first I thought the car was broken or got banged. All those was going on my mind. But something else struck my interest. Smoke!! Then I thought the forest was on fire. so lame. Then i parked my car at the side and walk towards and I saw a car was burning. LOL. Alamak it's a car. OMG,, I went nearer to see is there anyone in the car or not. Luckily they then told me that the driver was saved moments before the fire started and cause a LITTLE EXPLOSION ! ! !  luckily the bomba came and did their part. and they were efficient in their work.. Finally. slowly the traffic became clearer and I get to go back. During the fire I manage to take some picture.. \

_The End_ 

When I'm drunk I can't help missing you..

13/02/2010

IT's been 3 month...

Last night we celebrated Sui Thong's Birthday Steamboat &BBQ party.. 

He is 20 years old this year and i Wish him all the best in his life.  

More update on the next post.....

one down two to go!!

I finally got my watch. 

It's a Casio digital & analog watch.

I cost me my one month salary. 

But it's worth buying. 

It's the most affordable among the good brands. 

since I am planning to use it for at least 5 years.

(lets hope it last that long) 

It's a good investment. 

plus I like the watch design.

So, I'm satisfied this round. 

It is a win win situation.  

Well, one down. But many more to go.

I wonder...

when can I finish wish-list.. =) 

man on a mission

Firday was thaipusam, saturday was my outing with friends. we went to annabelle as you can see in Sui Thong's blog that he had posted up yesterday. If you wanna know more about the place. read, Sui Thong's blog.

My story is about Sunday where five guys was on a mission to accomplish. First mission was to hunt for a watch and buying chinese new year clothe. First we went to Queensbay. Sui Thong came down and fetch me. then we head to gareth's place and Lembu's place b4 we head out to Queensbay. The jam was not that bad. Luckily we manage to pass the jam swiftly. When we reached queensbay and saw the jam, we decided to come back later. So our next destination is the penang Aquarium at batu maung. I bet many people don't know about it. so go and check it out by google. The inside was closed due to maintainence. So we just lepak outside. 

Check out the cool turtle, alligator, starfish and even the fishes in the theatre is amazing. Spent some time there we decide it's time to make a move back to queensbay. then we went for watch hunt and the result was not as we expected. so we decide to go gurney and check out the watch. Finally sui thong got his watch and also his CNY clothes. So our mission finally done.. Went for dinner at Max Gourmet and then went to buy cake for my friend. then back home. Mr. Jan is turning 20 this year and wish him all the best in his life for the coming years and we hope he loses his virginity soon. LOL.. Happy birthday man.. Yammmmm... Seng.. if you wanna see more just visit my facebook profile. i have upload the rest of the photo there. 

_the End_

mission accomplish

Today what I plan to do ?

First; plan to take salary. 

Second; go pay TM net bill. still got a lot to settle. 

Third; Pay my latest summons.

Forth; hunt for potential watches.

I have done all of that today and additional plan. 

I have cut my hair..
Now I look like a punk. LOL.. 

well. today night i going to thiapusam with my family. 

Tomorrow i going out also. 

Sunday should spent time in the house. 

Finish up what I suppose to finish.

Then i am done for this week. 

*wishes*

To those who is taking Marketing exam tomorrow..

To those who is passing up assignment soon..

To those who is taking KMS exam soon...

To those who is having holiday vacation... 

wish you all the best and good luck to you.

May god protect us in every way he can.

Thanks God.

-good night-

scared

 I sacred of what?

 usually I don't feel scare but now I am worried about my cake decoration.

 I hate to say it, but I am really scare I can't get through today. 

SHIT LAR!! 

I will wish for the best later. 

hope I get through with no problem. 

all i wish for now is someone to comfort me and give me some moral support. 

Just make me cool down and think. 

I FEEL ALONE RIGHT NOW..

I am like a boy with a blank mind. 

Can't think of anything...  Brain dead. 

I know it's hard for me, but life still have to go on.

The only thing I can do now is to..........

 HOLD ON! 

I need to change my lifestyle

I think it's time to change my lifestyle a bit. I just have been eating and eating non stop for the last one month. A don't know why, but my appetite is big. For example like last firday at the pasar malam, I had Lok-lok, Creepe, Chicken Breast, Milk shake, and corn plus fruits for dessert. It has been a long time since I ate so much. I am a bit scare so i decide to change my lifestyle. My previous lifestyle is to eat and sleep and shit and drink. No exercise involved because I cannot afford to go to gym and I am to lazy to exercise.

Seeing that my belly has grown bigger in the past 1 year, I realise that I need to do some simple exercise. So the easiest way for me is to swim at least twice a week. And I should stop taking the lift and start taking the stairs. I am staying at second floor and I need a to go up to my house? ridiculous betul.. So from now on, I am going to use the stairs.  

so cute. i will try this pose.. 

If I had this stairs I don't mind going up 10 times a day. 

Some Stupid ---------- People !!

Let me tell you a story about stupid people. They're stupid in the sense where they misuse their power given to them. They think they are sending a clear message to the public people but end up they are only making themselves look Stupid and uneducated. This story is a about 3 particular persons that make themselves look like a fool. Okay, the story was that I had afternoon class, Always I can't find a parking spot. and the only available parking spot is the yellow line. you can ask why I didn't park in college. Cause my college only have limited parking space. That's the disadvantages of building a college in a city. 

Back to my story, I had checked around and there was no parking. Because of no other better choices, I had to park in a particular building's compound. I don't want to be late for class. I parked there and left. After my class, that is not even 5, My friends and I walked to the car and found out it was chained. There was a notice for me to see the management of the building. I obeyed the request and went up to the office. There was a guy that looks like the boss and a lady. I went up to the lady and asked her about my my car and she told me to wait for the other guy. After waiting for 10 minutes the guy showed up. Me, Sui Thong and Gareth went to see him. 

I asked him (in malay) " Tuan, kereta saya dah kena kunci, boleh tolong buka kah tuan?"

He answered" You orang semua berpelajaran kan lagi park kat sini? and bla bla bla. With his stupid face..  

He was very rude to us and i started answering him back. I was so angry at that time. 

Luckily Sui thong stopped me, by asking him how to settle the problem. 

then he told us to see his boss. He says if the boss agree to unchain the car then he will do it. 

* he should have just sent us to his boss instead of wasting our time talking to us*

We went to see the boss, and we settled the problem..

I thought it was over, but then the worst part just begin. They made us waited for 1 hour before they unchained my car. Stupid right? you call this efficient? It took them 1 hour before they could unchain the car.. Is it so hard? how do you expect them to serve the public like that? piece of shits man they all. We Freeking waited for that 1 hour where i think we can use the time to do more useful stuff.. And i had plans that night.. I had to rush it because of you all. 

Thinking back on what happened. 

1) i don't think it's wrong if i parked there, cause i really had no other choices and if I had, I would already taken it.

2) I didn't leave the car and went to eat or enjoy or shopping? I just went to get educated. You stupid people can't even give a student chance to use your premises for good cause. How you going to set good example to the public? I think you all are the one who should get education. If I was going to enjoy or do other stuff then I am absolutely wrong. but I went to study and you can't even lend me your car park for few hours? And you say you serves the public? 

3) Make us waited for 1 hours was ridiculous! This shows that you all are really inefficient! And you are talking to me about your duty and responsibility? A simple job took you all 1 hour to do it. Either you all are really ineffective or you all were taking advantage on a group of college students. Anyway, both reasons also make you all look like a stupid fool! It shows that you adults are misusing your authority on students and bullying us. it looks bad on you. Shame on you!  

this is what happens when we wait for 1 hour. 

Sad... It's just sad..

As we all know by know the dragon boat incident happens few days ago. 

It was a to me that in this nice and cosy month can this things happen.. 

I was following up on the story this 2 days. 

For me, it's just sad.. sad..

Although i don't know them. 

But as a person, I can feel the hardshit the family members and friends going through.

Just pray because all the body had been found.

And let us Give a moment of Silent to them up there and those down here. 

May god bless us all. 

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to me, they are the dragon knight 

that I will always remember in my heart.   

for those who wants to know more. 

Kindly visit this website. 

chan lilian

dragon boat tragedy

or

star online;

latest update

earlier update

or

youtube; (jason Ch'ng)

Commemoration Of Jason Ch'ng

Piece of my mind.

today i don't actually feel like blogging.

But nvm lar.. just write something. 

HEHEHE.. 

don't want to talk about my day today. 

Let talk about something else.. 

hmmmmm... 

about the Chung Ling Dragon boat team. 

Condolence to the victim and  their family.

May God bless them. 

Our prayer is always with them and the family involved. 

May they Heal from the incident. 

My mum told me, when the time is here, no one can escape it. 

i think so it's true. 

We can't run away from Death. 

we can't cheat Death. 

It;s just a matter of time..

So, Live life like we're dying.

appreciate what we have in front of us.

enjoy every second with our loved one, friend, family 

and even your enemy.

you won't have time to do that when you die. 

Don;t regret afterwards when everything is too late. 

if can, try to make things right again. 

Don't lie to yourself.

cause Death don't give you a chance to make things right. 

only life do.

So, if you wanna say something or do something, 

Please go ahead and do it. 

Don't think of other people. cause it's all about you. 

YOU = yourself.. 

don't life for people. 

in the end you will regret. and blame others.

But that time, it's only you to blame. 

Cause it's your choice. 

All you.. 

_THe enD_

i feel like alive again.

Today I feel like I am alive again. 

I haven't felt that for a long time. 

And today I am feeling like that. 

This shows that I am recovering almost 100%. 

Good new for me and you. 

Finally i won't bug you anymore.. 

I have already passed that stage. 

It's time to wake up now.. 

last few month was the worst time for me. 

It took me a while to figure things out. 

sort my life out. 

been doing that all the time. 

but I still can find my old self back. 

lost somewhere in space and time. 

still not willing to let go of the beautiful dream. 

I'm like a lost soul in Earth. 

A body without it's soul.. 

But today, i felt my soul is back, 

I feel that i am much more  alive now. 

Everything i refuse to do for the past few month. 

Today i feel like doing it.

I can even think properly now. 

I think my brain is functioning

and of course my heart is also.  

It seems like I am alive again.

that is what that makes me happy. 

Myself. Me, Mua, Saya. 

thanks to YOU. 

Help me to find my lost soul. 

I have a purpose in life again. 

I am back.. Alive again.. 

=)     

___________________the end__________________

Niga neomu pogosip'eun nalen
Neomu kyeondigi himdeul naleneun
Neoreul saranghanda ipgae maemdola
Honja dasi tto CRYING FOR YOU
Honja dasi tto MISSING FOR YOU
Baby! I love you! I'm waiting for you! 

Relationship philosophy

Few days ago, we came up with a philosophy. 

Don't ask me how? we were just talking and sui thong just pop out with it. 

HEHEHE!!! 

cause we all were having a bad time with our relationship? 

Is it a virus? It happens to most of my friends i know.. 

i feel sorry for us all, but guys and girls,

life have to go on. 

No matter what.. 

he said,

1st year in a relationship, 

2nd year, we get engaged,

3rd year, we get married,

4th year, we divorce.

 

This is the recycle of our love life.

it made me think back to what he said the other day.

And I think it's true..

A lot of couple nowadays get divorce more often.

Not considering the period of time.

But it happens in reality.

so think carefully next time when you go for your love. 

make sure it can last forever. 

don't get into the love recycle..

RED

Hmm, what's my lucky colour ? 

I wonder.. 

But today, only for today. 

I would like to pick red as my lucky colour.. = )

Well why red? 

That's for you to find out.

and for me to know only. 

Those who was with me just now... 

Please don't tell. hahaha.. 

Keep it as our little secret ya.. 

red in life... =) 

just for todayyy.. 

_the enD_

i want to have a new life. A new place to go. A new direction.

Certainly a new hope in life. 

story to tell

There was a couple, married, lived happily. 
one day a man came into their life, 
made a bet. 
A Devil's bet. 
It seems to be a good deal. 
But after that, the guy loses the trust on his woman. 
Relationship became worse. 
The other man then won her heart. 
Now he is lonely and sad and she is with another man.. 
what would he do? 
can he win back his love? 
 it's for you to figure out... 


_tHe eNd_


every night I cannot sleep well, because I know reality is better then dream.

BOsS BIrThdaY !

CLEMENT LONG...

HAPPY BRITHDAY ! !

we will always love you and won't forget each other although we

are in different course or busy with out own life.
We are gathered on this special day because we were once best friends 

and STILL is your best friends. 

Be strong and be wiser then before.

Now you are 20 years old.

If you ever need anything, don't hesitate to ask.

we are always there for you, especially me. 

 I hope you like the surprise we gave you.

Thanks for your warm hospitality despite it was already late at night. 

Thanks and cheers for the future. 

Best Friends Forever.. 

before going to clement's house

cheesecake made by us. 

Cake made by jan and gang. 

b4 going up to give him surprise. 

Yum Seng ! ! 

This is what we drank for the night. 

someone checking on the photo. 

catch up time.(Jan + Sui Thong)

Our insider. (clayton) and Sui Hoong. 

jan, yi lin and Boon teik + kel.. 

Boon Teik dedicating song to Birthday boy. 

birthday boy and friends. 

Sui Hoong. 

new friend i meet that night on webcam. her doggy..