Saturday, July 04, 2009

mental breakdown

last night, i was feeling very uneasy and i was not really in a good mood.
i sat down to watch TV so that i can take my mind out of her, but it just made it worse.
tears starts to flow down my cheek and i was actually after so long. i know that the last time i cried was very long time ago and i promise myself that i am not going to mention about it anymore..
i don't even know the reason why i cried but i was just thinking about her that time.
i hope nothing happenend to her and wish her all the best in her camp and in her life..
As i won't know where will this leas us to after this..
For me all matters is now, not the past or the future.
I miss you a lot when you are not with me.

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