mental breakdown

last night, i was feeling very uneasy and i was not really in a good mood.

i sat down to watch TV so that i can take my mind out of her, but it just made it worse.

tears starts to flow down my cheek and i was actually after so long. i know that the last time i cried was very long time ago and i promise myself that i am not going to mention about it anymore..

i don't even know the reason why i cried but i was just thinking about her that time.

i hope nothing happenend to her and wish her all the best in her camp and in her life..

As i won't know where will this leas us to after this..

For me all matters is now, not the past or the future.

I miss you a lot when you are not with me.

monday service madness

Monday madness. you know why i say that? cause that particular monday all our B1 service stuff "chau hoi"(running fire). Eventually, I was dragged into it as well. Leaded by 'ketua lanun' that inspired us to come out with this crazy idea to decorate the restaurant. Although it was a normal serving. we made it like it was the last day of our service in Bon Appetit. we even took family photo. I can tell it was a crazy morning for all of us. and we had fun doing service that day.

the round table decorated with flower pot and also le menu..

Chairs for people to sit while waiting. (as if Bon Appetit is full house)

Our three heroes!! from the left: Yogen, Sui Thong and Huan P'ng.

Our family photo of group B1 service team.. ( we serve excellency)

And last but not least, we ordered the leftover food and dine in after all the customers left to help the other group to reach the selling target!!

I think that we are too good sometimes. After that we cleaned up the mess and sayonara Bon Appetit. Ready for the next day.. where can you find the craziest waiter and waitress in town?

It's only here. In Bon Appetit. Group B1.

confucois says nothing!!

There are Question marks in my head lately. normally i will just ignore them, but since this few weeks it cannot be ignored anymore.. For me it feels like a bit funny and also irritating sometimes.. i am darn lazy to do anything about it but my other side insist that i do something to cure this disease.. well, just forget what i had just bloggg... i too lazy to erase it. so i will just continue to post it up on my blog.. night..